There is too much... stuff... right now.

-My project takes too many hours. I keep telling myself that it's not long until it is all over, but that doesn't help at all.
-I get too many emails. I have to go through them an unsubscribe to things, because as it is now I don't read them at all. I don't log on, because it's just too much.
-Christmas is coming and my family expects me to come home. I just want to skip it. I want to stay in my apartment and not decorate, not listen to christmas music, not bake or cook, not buy or receive any gifts.

I would like to tell my family how I feel and function so that they'd just leave me alone. That's not how things work though. If I told them they would want to talk about it. They would be hurt or worried. Or possibly would not understand at all and just get angry (that has happened before when I told one of them that I did not like to be touched and therefore did not want to hug).

-There are too many courses to finish.
-I need a job this summer, but I just can't make myself look for one. They are all just as bad.
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I just want to sleep and be left alone.