I'm tired today, for no particular reason. I'm tired and I don't feel like acting.
I just want to be myself.
But it's like a reflex every time someone speaks.
Sometimes I feel a bit disgusted that it's not acceptable being me. On the rare occasion that I tell someone what I actually think and feel, they don't even accept what I say. Is it truly that extreme to want to be alone? Or to not dream or care about the future?
Apparently...