so... started taking seroquel every second night as directed... then stopped. started wigging out after the first few days, thinking weird, mums being weird on purpose to wig me out maybe, my dad makes me angry [good flippin reason too.] So I did what everyone seriously advises me not to do.. buy some herb have a few days "off" mentally. Mostly i feel hey is this me trying to do what I should have done along time ago and break free from the demon bitch that controls everything down to how i should feel or I think $#%^ this is the weirdest time of my life. I cant figure out if its a phase because maybe im catching up with the world, everyone has kicked me out mentally and im on my own in the frezing flippin cold. but at the same time... i actually feel more with it, motivated etc.. Im doring housework, drinking water for once, getting a sort of routine... so im finding it difficult to figure out if i am losing it or not.. lol gosh knows my mum will find this page somehow and read it all because she stalks me like that. person cannot beathe. [unless said person is up at 3am having quiet time]