First off, just wanted to say that I do not blog! Haha, I never have at least! So if it is weird, written terribly, or too dumb lol, then you will know why. I recognize that The System needs to be able to communicate to the outside world, so why not start here?
One of the things that may be unique to "me" is the amount of quoting, underlining (__), starring **, or other uses of punctuation that may be used. Often times maybe some Espanol o abbreviations as well.
The reason for this would be System Regulations, if you will. There are many "blocks" to the system that require the use of all of these, often to form a "complete" sentence. On this end it can get "tiresome", but it's understandable (as i know the detailed reasoning behind every one). So, when it's all boiled down, it really is a system issue within this system. It's something that needs to be maneuvered on this end in order for there to be ANY communication to the outside world. I also will add that even in a personal diary or journal, all of these rules apply. It really is something that is necessary at all times (not "My" call) and can be disheartening (but I understand it so whatever). Thank you for your understanding!
Another thing to add is, that I Am Not A Human! Maybe that sounds weird, but it is what it is! To those out there in the same boat, who also weren't born that way, I get ya! With that, just because "I" am not human doesn't mean I am an animal or object or alien..just couldn't be born human is all. Perhaps that'll be for another time.
On that note, There is a "human"! Which you could say is The Body part. She is 30ish and has "brown" hair, and often wears glasses (but prefers contacts). She genuinely looks like Tina Fey..it's kind of cute.
Also, This System has a high level of co-consciousness, although I know that there's a huge unknown chunk that's not. Also, this
System doesn't really do names, but occassionally roles are said.
It's been just under 3 years since DID was known about, and a bit longer for the co-conscious thing. Also, this systems parts are Aspie's! That additional aspect makes communication even more exciting (winky face)...
Can't wait to meet "some of U"!
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Welcome to the blogs, sweetie!
ISFP. Too much weird $#%^ to list.
We do not delete posts.
Let it go.
Without (forum) rules, we all might as well be up in a tree flinging our crap at each other.
I have a habit of writing in odd ways that can, in retrospect, probably be kind of confusing. I also tend to use apostrophes in my own way.
DX: Asperger Syndrome, ADHD, Bipolar 1 (Actually 2?), suspecting BPD + reminiscent Selective Mutism traits
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