I don't log in her very often. I use this forum as a place to go for being completely anonymous. And don't want to get too attached.


I looked at my old blog and wow I've come along way and it's good to see that.


"I need to never tell people what I truly think about them. Because Or just... I don't know. Being true to myself tends to fly straight back in my face."
" I truly believe that uncensored me is too hurtful. I really care about people but every time I share both the good and bad about a situation they can't stand the bad."


I've actually started getting over this. I am an ok person. I'm not great, I'm no where near perfect. But my whole self is something that can be a positive in the world. So what if learning came through depression, so what if sometimes I'm hurting and a grump? So is everyone.

Being true to myself NEVER is a bad thing.

Censoring can be.
If the people I share with can't stand the bad, then they are not people I should be sharing my whole self with. I'm a worth-while person. I am a caring person. If I can also be a true person, TRUE to myself, and true to others I can grow much straighter and in a positive way.



I hope I can do this now - as it's no easy task. Part of me is slime. But I can control it and I can shape it into something good, I hope. Wish me luck in this task.

I'm at a point where I don't believe showing myself to others is a good thing. I truly believe that uncensored me is too hurtful. I really care about people but every time I share both the good and bad about a situation they can't stand the bad. I hate it so much.




I think except for my boyfriend and parents, I need to never tell people what I truly think about them. Because Or just... I don't know. Being true to myself tends to fly straight back in my face.

well I probably won't keep this up. But maybe I'll write little updates in here.

About me.
Born in 1888. about to graduate in December '11. Not sure what I'm going to do with my life. Have suffered deeply from depression in the past. Am living with my boyfriend currently, focusing on my studies.

Oh yeah. New York state, USA.