I'm a girl
My name is lilly (here anyway)
I'm one of many in this body
Our shell is 40 and young looking
We love and hate her
We make sure she eats well
Does some yoga
Walk, meditates
Take long sensuous baths
With sea salt and essential oils
Softening, bliss, divine ...
We like to tell her that she is fat
Ugly
Dumb
And when she cry, we are glad
For she deserves the pain
We make her cut
And bleed
Hit and bruise her lovely white skin
She hides it all
thinks she's fine
The shell
But we know better
We ask for forgiveness, we promise to behave
To learn to love her
The shell
She believes, always she does
And tomorrow
We'll be again bad.