I meant to ad this immedietly after the last post, but then I got sent to bed ASAP. It was 11 PM. So... there.
There is one person I truly hate in this world: Ann Coulter. But behind her is the people who "Want to meet the alters".
The only reason I hate these assholes is because I know what comes immedietly afterwards: Can I talk to Zack? He understands better.
Like they think we can just switch on a dime, its just "DING! HI, ITS DICK CHENY!!! NO, BAM!!! ITS ME AGAIN!!!".
Also, with the fascination and need to meet the alters comes this sort of expectation that the second they come around, we will be an alter and not boring ol' Nic. And on the off chance they're right that ONE ######6 time, all they want to do is ask ######6 questions. So I refer them to Nic... and then the PERSONAL questions come into fray.
But then once they realize how triggers work, they will literally do $#%^ to try and trigger certain alters. I'm not ######6 kidding: my ex used to hug Zack so Nic or I would come out front, because Zack doesn't like unwanted hugs or just touching in general. He's a ######6 rape victim, he gets that one as a mulligan for LIFE.
The fact is that we are not some dancing monkey: we are ill. That doesn't mean "Ill at ease", were not some ######6 country bumpkin that eats straw all day and cant count to 23 unless were naked, it means were "Mentally ill", and having to basically entertain you with our illness is not only exhausting, its insulting that you would think it would work like that.
-C.Nic