The reason I still hate Kelsey is because she totally used me for sex. She stole my virginity, my first kiss, first pretty much everything sexual (that I consented to), then just moved on.
She admitted recently she was having sex with me because of her rape fantasies. She used a ######6 rape victim to live out rape fantasies. That's why I'm so ######6 pissed off at her.
Look, I'm not going to lie, I got ######6 addicted to pussy. I missed it so much it brought my GPA down from a 4.2 to a 1.7 in 2 semesters (6 months at CWI, basically). But I loved her, too. And maybe she didn't know about the rape with us, but she did know we are DID. And she used us, then ######6 abandoned us when we needed her the most: to not only ween us off pussy, but also help us figure out why I was so horny all the time and why she had rape fantasies.
Only took 2 years, but I finally figured it all out. Kelsey is a whore that I am still in love with because of my love of sex, and her being my first sexual partner. Beyond that, I think we do good together. But she is such a ######6 moron about most things in her life that I just need to ######6 move on from her. Forget the fact that she abandoned me at the worst possible time. Forget that she desires multiple men at the same time, dating not only me but a boyfriend and supposedly 2 other guys at the same time I was ######6 her, but just focus on the fact that she knew I was mentally ill, and she knew one of the causes had to be sexual abuse, and used that to get off.
###$ Kelsey. If you see her in the streets of Boise, ID, you tell her to ###$ off for me. I'm moving the ###$ on, finally, in a new place at a great job. ###$. Her.
-C.Nic