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A Very Strange Day, by C.Nic & Nic S

Permanent Linkby NicS on Wed Jan 01, 2014 9:17 am

My brother brought some girl home, making me fear that he was having sex with her and was no longer a ######6 virgin. This topic is extremely sensitive for us, mainly because I don't like thinking about my brother having sex. Most people. They don't like thinking of their parents having sex, but that doesn't bother me since my parents hate each other and rarely ever do anything contact wise except spit and growl at each other, much less have sex (although spitting and growling does make for good genital contact warmup.)

I've had sex with one girl in my life, the whore Kelsey, who recently blew her car payment on marijuana. Idiot. I had sex with her about 10+ times over a period of 3-4 months in early-to-mid 2011. I loved having sex with her, because it felt ######6 great. And I didn't feel horny afterwards for 2 whole days, an issue I had had in the past since I was horny basically every second, primarily because, surprise, I was a rape victim. Hell, I'm ######6 horny right now.

So my brother walks in with some girl from the Air Force, who loves our dog, and then I carry a generator out of the back of the truck into my mom's garage. Then they leave.

Many hours later, I have a conversation with my mother. Apparently the Pastor of the church I have attended since I was a fetus is in bankruptcy because the Pastor, in a foolish attempt to protest his 8% interest rate! refused to pay the mortgage on the church. Because of this, my mother told me many of the flock have run to other herds, leaving behind only the super loyal, the gullible and the plain stupid. We had a wonderfully stimulating conversation about that, how the school system failed both myself and my brother, and my loneliness at how my brother, the shy one in our family, has had 2 girlfriends while Kelsey ended up dumping me so she could have sex, guilt free, with a third or forth guy and then narrow it down to just one or two guys.

I have been obsessed with 2 things lately:
1. Insisting on my virginity, which,
A. I don't have, Nic and those guys do. TK and I had sex with Kelsey, and everyone else was out cold.
B. Feels like a forced act, since rape victims, in my opinion, don't really count the rape itself as being a sexual experience where virginity was lost, as much as it was stolen.
2. Worrying about sex in the future.

I told a lot of people I had a date Thursday night when, really, I was using the wifi at Barnes and a Noble for 5 hours on Craigslist trying to set up an orgy that didn't happen. This is why I bought a sex doll, so I could expend mine and TK's animalistic instincts and desires whenever we were home, without the heartbreak that followed Kelsey stealing our virginity and using us like a rapist would. The reason we hate Kelsey so much is that what she did was seduce us, and in doing so pleased herself ensured we were great at ######6, and had a good sized cock, slightly bigger than average. Also, she helped Nic discover he was DID by forcing him to admit it on a FB message, and she totally raped us over that sex period, plus the last two sexless years where we were so distraught by not having pussy anymore that we will sometimes relapse and waste 5 hours at a Barnes and Noble using the wifi to get laid through Craigslist, which only worked one time, around Christmas 2012. And we don't count that because we couldn't stay hard, so every time we penetrated this fat woman vaginally, it slipped out like a Marx brother on a banana peel, although this was humiliating and the Marx brothers are legends.

I ######6 hate Kelsey for getting me on to ######6, and if I had the money, I'd have prostitutes on standby for whatever, whenever, 24/7. The second I'm done writing this I'm going to masturbate and go to bed. But it's no use, because when I wake up I just get horny again.

The only answer is a companion who understands, and I feel I can't have that because were DID. That the second I have a girlfriend, she will hate me because I am mentally ill. And, at this point, all I want is sex. So it's all ######6 ruined in Boise until I get home to Boston to expend my instincts on the sex doll and toys I got recently, to get me past this $#%^ I've just dealt with for the past two years.

I can't have a girlfriend cause I feel like I'm unlovable, and all I want is sex anyway. I want a real relationship, but I want that sex too. Badly. Like, I'm a ######6 pathetic mess writing at 2:20 MTN time about how desperate I am that I want to go home and ###$ a plastic hole instead of finding some STD ridden skank from New Years and ###$ her till she pants with her tongue sticking out so far it has to be surgically repaired because of all the stretching. And I was just downtown. Trust me, every girl my age is a whore in this town, and I ######6 hate them.

Maybe that's why I don't want a girl. Is cause where I'm from, Boise, there are only whores. All the good girls have fled, and only whores remain. This town is the economic version of Eli Roth's "Hostel", with the girls playing the whores who get tortured slowly and the old people as the torturers. I hung out briefly with high school classmates, and their lives are so vapid and useless it just fills me with hate and contempt. And why would I want to ###$ anything I hate so much? I want to ###$ a girl I'm in a serious relationship with, one like I had with Kelsey. Who now lives with her boyfriend, and he lives in his parents basement.

All these connections and thoughts and random horribleness, and I've left out a lot, came out because my brother came home with a girl I'd never seen before.

And that scared me.

A lot.

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