Hi guys.
From now this blog will be only that, a blog. Ignore that system entry below this one. The updated system is here: http://www.psychforums.com/post1176910.html
Cheers, Lana

Hi guys, I'm Lana.
I'm going to tell you a bit about our system. Tom refuses to admit he has DID and says it's a factitional disease. But he knows it would be too difficult to feign those complex symptoms like going to bed on Monday and waking up on Friday...
So I'm going to tell you a bit more about us.

[ TOM ]
- Host. Male. Bisexual ("really" attracted to women, but sexually attracted for women and men).
- Age: 14, but he don't want to tell his age to anybody online because he is afraid everybody will think he is just seeking for attention.
- Diagnosed with: BPD, Cyclothymia. Unofficial diagnosis: DID
- About: He knows something is bad or something bad is happening but won't visit a doctor. In fact, he says he doesn't want to go to a psychiatryst or terapist for his BPD only because he refuses to tell anybody about his DID.
He isn't really able to have a serious relationship, specially with his father. Sometimes he's in love of him and some other times he isn't. He can only be angry when Christine allows him to. He can't feel anything but sadness and he always feels void.


[ LANA, formerly known as ELIZABETH ] (me )
- Female. Straight.
- Age: 26.
- About: She is the model of what Tom wold want to be. Tom feels OK being a male, but in his daydreams he is either me or Margaret. She is a modern girl, a rebel. Looks like Lana Del Rey. Alongside Margaret, he is the main alter to deal with relationships. She is also the "main" alter, like the administrator of the system. Doesn't feel love.

[ MARGARET ]
- Female. Straight.
- Age: Unkown (she says you don't ask a woman for his age)
- About: She is also a model of what Tom would want to be. But, unlike Lana, she lives in the past. Sometimes her "world" is in the 1930s and other times it's in the 1960s, but it's always in New York. She is like one of those elegant women who appeared in cigarette advertising. She desperately needs a cigarette holder at the moment, she is telling me to, and I don't know where to buy it. Lana and Margaret are good friends, sometimes Lana remembers Margaret that she is living in a town and it's 2013, not 1930. She is OK with that, but of course prefers living her fantasy. The only alter who feels love besides Swag.

[ CHRIS ]
- Male. Straight. Christine's brother.
- Age: 13
- About: He deals with fear. He is afraid of "bad people" as The Brothers (Chris & Christine) told people who they think might hurt them. When Tom starts feeling like "everybody is juding me," Chris comes. He is in love with Christine.

[ CHRISTINE ]
- Female. Straight. Chris' brother.
- Age: 15
- About: She deals with rage. She tends to cut herself, but never with the intention of scaring Tom or any other alters. She always has an obssession with breaking windows, but she has never done it because she knows it would scare Tom. Since she deals with rage, she is the strongest alter. She protects his brother Chris. She also has a protective paternal feeling for all the system, specially with Tom. She thinks friendship doesn't exist and is afraid of the same things that her brother, but instead of reacting with fear she reacts with rage.

[ SWAG ]
- Male. Straight.
- Age: 14
- About: Not a real name, he hasn't said anything about his name yet but he likes being named "Swag". As you might guess he is the "cool" alter, dealing with all the "teen" problems including relationships. Tom is unable to deal with all those teenager things, so even though he is 14 he is considered an adult, whereas Swag is also 14 and can positively deal with those problems. He also feels love, the only alter besides Margaret who is able to.

[ MARILYN ]
- Female. Straight.
- Age: Unknown.
- About: She plays the piano. All the alters do, but she is the only one who goes to piano class. Not much more...

[ Continued ]