Wednesday 21 December
11 days sober
RR 100%
God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
Amen
Feeling more tired as we move through my working week. Looking forward to some time off over Christmas which I have a nice run of. Felt fairly serene during the day yesterday, but had an appointment/outing in the evening and not sure why but some feelings of anxiety, fear and sadness came to the surface.
I was also thinking yesterday I did have a long run of 8.5 months sober earlier in 2016 but I realise now that I was on the wagon during that run. What I mean by that is I was sober but miserable. Idea of the programme I'm doing is to become happy and sober.