Did not make an entry in this yesterday. Great news is though I went to a 12 step meeting yesterday for sex and love addiction. I got back late from this and had an early start to went straight to bed. The meeting was really positive though and I think if I keep going to them it will help me massively, not just to end my destructive addictive acting out but I will also be happier during times when I am single and don't have a girlfriend. I mean that in the sense that there have been times in the past, and times in the present that I feel unhappy or incomplete some how, or that I "need" a girlfriend or partner and if I keep going to meetings I can be happy regardless.
RR 100%
2 days sober