RR 100%
17 days sober
Had an absolutely horrendous day at work today. Worst I have ever felt at work/as a result of work since starting at the current place I'm at. The good thing is my resolve rating is a cast iron 100%. I've had to face some conflict at work but I think I am going about things in the right way. I am bravely tackling the discord work is causing me head on which is hard and feels horrible right now but I know it's a better action than simply medicating with acting out. And however bad I feel tonight my RR to not act out is 100%.
I think today reminded me that I am only human, I have weaknesses just like everyone else. I have limited emotional strength just like everyone else. I am not "The Terminator" just like everyone else.