I know I have messed up the days for the previous titles - doh!
Oh well here we go for today. RR is 99% today which I'm feeling good about. In terms of recovery work I am about to read some more of the book on sexual addiction I am currently reading. I have made a not of my OCD fixation for the day (still fixated on the processing speed of my desktop CPU and thinking if I need a new one).
I have been thinking about how much more pleasurable it is to have the money saved rather than spent on acting out. The more money I have saved, the less pressure I am under at work. The less leverage managers have over me at work. That is a greater pleasure than acting out (whatever nonsense Mr. Hyde might come up with to rationalize acting out for pleasure seeking reasons), I mean holding more metaphorical power to flip the bird at managers at work (not literally of course)!
Weekend should be a good chance to recharge the batteries and continue solid recovery work. See you tomorrow for another blog entry!