17 days sober
RR 80%
So feeling like my resolve to stay sober has dipped over yesterday afternoon-evening and this morning. I think as I said before it's important that I do something specific like treating myself in a non-acting out way to try and get this resolve back to 100%. I have had some clear thoughts that it's the discord and stress I feel from work that makes me want to act out, and acting out is not real relief or peace from this. Rather than spending money on paying for sex I would be much better served working less (after all the only reason I work is for the money).