Saturday 28 January
49 days sober (7 weeks sober )
RR 90% (feeling emotionally wound up)

God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
The courage to change the things I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine be done.
Amen.
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Remember for today: Keep repeating “God’s will” in your mind – ALL the time!
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Chuffed and grateful to make it to 7 weeks sober! And that is sober from ALL sexual activity! As you can see from the first part of the blog, I am feeling emotionally wound up this morning. Had an argument with a family member last night. I feel like they were pushing my buttons but nevertheless it takes 2 to argue and I ended up arguing too. It was annoying because after going out for a meal with friends last night I felt like I was on a high before this argument happened. Anyway, short of it is that I am going to clean my side of the street about it today with this family member. I called someone in the fellowship afterwards which was a good move to talk it over. Going to a meeting this morning. So I’m reacting in the right way, I’m in a brilliant 12 step program which can help me so much in life.