Wed 2 February 2017
54 days sober
RR 20% - BIG DANGER!
God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
The courage to change the things I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine be done.
Amen
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Remember everyday: Keep repeating “God’s will” OUT LOUD as much as you can. Even if you can only whisper or mouth it. Failing all that say it in your head but constantly keep saying it!
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Woke up about 5 this morning and felt a bit ill so had more of a lie in than usual. This meant that I didn’t have time to update this, this morning. Lucklily once the day got going I didn’t feel so ill anymore (soon took that for granted though and should have felt more grateful!). Anyway, got to a meeting after work which was brilliant. Even though my RR is very low, I am actually feeling v peaceful and happy so not sure why my RR is so low but as it is low I need to be on guard to the extreme. About to do some stepwork now and need to get to 2 meetings tomorrow, need to get to a meeting early in the day where one is available.