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4 days sober
Relieved and happy that the weekend is here! Going to a 12 step meeting tomorrow. Not as apprehensive about it as I was on Tuesday going to my first meeting. I really think attending 12 step meetings is going to make a massive difference in my recovery work. As for tonight, sometimes one can feel tired and exhausted on Friday night. It's important to remember that relaxation and well being takes time. If you try to use artificial means to suddenly relax such as alchohol, drugs or the addiction I struggle with (sex and love addiction) then you pay a hefty price for rushing things.