I gained so many extra ordinary powers through meditation, I know everything I need to know (or at least I think so) to achieve what I should, and what I want, and what I deserve.

The question then arises why I am here, why I am not doing what I should and why I have to waste my time here. Well I gained some insight for sure but after that I am wasting my time.

hmmm..... nothing is waste, every thing happens for a reason, I may be wasting my time here or may be not but there has to be a reason for both.

ummmm.... I am thinking I should go back and make use of my knowledge and powers. Well, what are my powers?
Intuition - what ever I say- happens - mostly soon enough
Getting what I want without effort and mostly in time
Knowledge - Have all the knowledge one could hope to have
Wisdom - Proven time and again how I solved any problems people perceived or real
Personality - Attractive personality - People have paid me to talk to me as if I am some professional guider
Looks - I look good so it's easy to get anything done

Then? Why do I not just live my life, why addicted to this site?

Surely I have some weaknesses ummmm... This is my another chance to overcome another weakness. That sounds about right.

But I don't want to focus on negatives I just want to use my positives to move ahead in my life. I think the universe is telling me to fix my weaknesses before I can move ahead. Ummm... that's very right actually as while I am in Sadesati phase it will be my time to learn about my weaknesses and judgements I make about other people.

Good o, where do we go from here?

I think giving things some time will makes things clearer as I have been making a lot of goals but not acting fully on them.

For e.g. I want to write a book on sleeping solutions, depression solutions, eating right, physical health, meditation and I want to put all these things in one place in one book but I have not started working on it.

Umm... although I have been researching about how to write a successful book. Now I want to sell this book very cheap just for $1 so every body can afford to help themselves without wasting thousands of dollars on unhelpful things. But if I sell it so cheap will people think that it's not a good book? Psychology plays a great role as proved by many researches.

Anyways, it's getting too much for now, let's do some actual work, that could be the best thing to do to begin with.

Hiiiiiiiii

I am very happy today!

Happy New Year guys!

Okey, now time for some positive blog, I am going to share my experience in how to fix sleep related problems. I can probably write a book on it so, wait for my long writings please until I get a chance to think about where to start from....

Thought I should tell about the benefits of a specific type of meditation that I found out about 2 years ago.

Ok started a thread...

N - Oh so u r selling, u think u can sell here?

M - what did I sell?

N - u r twisting the meaning

M - i only suggested meditation, how is that bad

N - u r trying to be smartarse

Another N - U r trying to be hero, saviour blah blah blah

Oh God nobody wants to improve their problem, every one only wants to accuse me of selling something (how can I sell meditation, thousands of videos and articles are freely available on internet), smartarse, hero etc but nobody asked what specific type of meditation I was talking a about. Simple chakra meditation, watch free videos on utube buddies, I could tell best ones but u r not interested. And pls tell me when did I ask for money.

Oh God, I know these people r good manipulators but I ignored because I wanted to hlp them in healing but they r like "i dont want help" "I dont want to change" blah blah blah
BUT
at the same time
"It sucks to have mental disorder, why do I have to suffer because of it"
"If I have mental disorder why do people hate me"

What? Buddy decide what u want, do u want to to stay like this ? If yes then dont compain that it sucks and people hate u for it.

Idiot

People know about their disorder so, they must be open to discussions. Let's ask questions and at the same time give them useful information.

Question a b c
N - who the f are you to judge us X Y Z
But I was only asking to understand...
N - you f bastard
But....
N - yea yea you are God's fav some special X X X
but
N - go f y s
But
You are an ass
Oh pls listen A B C
N - oh so you are trying to be smart ass
I am trying to explain
N - you are being passive aggressive X X X
aggressive? Me?
N - why are you here you X X X
I was trying to get some info
N - admit it you are an ass
What?

Ob God nobody is talking about treatment here