I don't know where to start or think if it'll change.
I hold back those tears and smile instead.
Very few have seen me cave others do not care.

I am at a stage where seems so unfair.
I cry out to God does he see this again
Where did i go wrong? I wonder and yet...

I still am here.

I want to take my anger out blame and rage and shout.
Have any one around me a love that cannot be thrown out.
I ask, "God, where are? Are you even here?"
The room is silent no word to be heard.
Alone I felt to this day to think if anything can be

Sitting on the floor, hugging my legs tight, tears begin to fall as my heart breaks
Feeling deserted, I am wonder will he be here.
Exhaustion takes root, no where to go.

The room still silent...
Wondering if there is a way to go