it's coming

you'd better hurry

you need to find a reason

a reason to live

you're going to need it

if you expect to make it through this time

if you expect to live

if you even want to

the darkness is coming

and I need to find a reason to live

or I'm not going to make it

it's going to be bad this time

I can tell

need to find a reason

any reason will do

better hurry

the darkness is here

it's not so bad

I've been here before

it's like home, really

at least the pain has stopped

it always stops

when you don't care anymore

I can't stop thinking about the many ways

I could end it for good

but at least the pain has stopped

because I don't care anymore

I don't want to care anymore

it hurts too much

and I can't stop thinking about ending it

I don't want to care

ever again

and then it's gone

the numbness is gone

I can feel again

it's all sunshine and ######6 lollipops now

it's gone

and you don't have to think about it anymore

you shouldn't think about it

you better not think about the darkness

because you'll miss it

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Okay, these blogs were up here for almost six weeks, and nobody said a word. Now that all of the content has been deleted, views have tripled. Anyone care to explain?