it's coming
you'd better hurry
you need to find a reason
a reason to live
you're going to need it
if you expect to make it through this time
if you expect to live
if you even want to
the darkness is coming
and I need to find a reason to live
or I'm not going to make it
it's going to be bad this time
I can tell
need to find a reason
any reason will do
better hurry
the darkness is here
it's not so bad
I've been here before
it's like home, really
at least the pain has stopped
it always stops
when you don't care anymore
I can't stop thinking about the many ways
I could end it for good
but at least the pain has stopped
because I don't care anymore
I don't want to care anymore
it hurts too much
and I can't stop thinking about ending it
I don't want to care
ever again
and then it's gone
the numbness is gone
I can feel again
it's all sunshine and ######6 lollipops now
it's gone
and you don't have to think about it anymore
you shouldn't think about it
you better not think about the darkness
because you'll miss it