Anyone who is a woman might relate herself to what i am writing in this blog. Anyone who isn`t might take some lessons from reading this.
For the last two days my periods have played havoc on my mind and body
I am not joking! The pain was so big that i had to take two aspirins, when that didn`t help i took half a pinex forte(medication used after operation!) First then the pain started to release a bit.
I think the worst part is that we(women) have to hide this pain.
For some women its so painful that they can`t even go to work, because we are in so much pain and we are afraid to get into a conflict because of the mood changes.
I can literally be annoyed by ANYTHING! When i have my periods. I was sitting watching snooker when i was suddenly annoyed on how the balls were rolling on the table!!???
Snapping out in anger and frustration on anything that dares to move...ay.
I need a lot of rest during my periods, especially when its a bad one.
I think i have worse symptom's then some others because i have had some cell changes that makes my bleeding bigger, so therefore the cramps are bigger too
I also know that if i have had much stress in the weeks before the periods i am worse when it arrives. If i do a lot of sports shortly before i should have it, then its delayed, and when its delayed the cramps get bigger
Its terrible! Sometimes i feel as if a alien has taken over my body, like i have a black mind.
Then after some days its like this black cloud suddenly disappears and i am back to my normal self again. It varies like my mood, but it is strange that when i feel as if i am balanced before the period, and then i get it i get all depressed and black mind..?
It has a lot to do with mood and biology, i have a feeling that it is something deeper then what most people think. There must be a reason why some women say they hardly have any symptom's and others say they have "hell periods". I think it has to do with the mind as much as with the body.
When the body starts to give out blood there is always a reaction. I knew this girl many years ago, she was a friend of my little sister and had come to Norway because of war in her country. She was speechless when she came to Norway because of the shock and horror of what she had seen and experienced. She hadn`t spoken a word for years and then when she got to puberty and started to menstruate she also started to speak-true story. She woke up in the middle of the night and bleed, so she yelled out for her mother in shock.
That gives an impression on how important menstruation is for women! Its like we "break out". You know when women say "don`t mess with me, i have my periods!" Well i think its something primal in us women, and i wonder if women were better hunters when they had their periods? In a way that would make sense, because "she" would then be ready to have another baby, and where would she met "the man"? Well he is out hunting of course, and she will have to be where he is to get his attention..
P.s Don`t be scared of us, we don`t bite..
As everybody knows women can get very emotional during their periods and now you maybe know why.