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One step closer to life

Permanent Linkby Hallusinating on Thu Feb 16, 2012 4:24 am

I have just re lived an old memory from my past a long long time ago.
Call it a time travel if you want.

I have been where i was so many years ago.

I had an experience when i was young that shook me when i got older. An old memory came back into the surface when i was older and it was a scary one.
I went to the therapist some years ago and i think that is what triggered that memory.

I was outside a shop when i was about 7years old, where a man almost kidnapped me into his car.
Now it turns out that it might have been a serial killer who tried to lure me into a car.

There was a Swedish serial killer who drove around in different countries kidnapping and killing people on the way.
He has been convicted for some murders but people suspect he is behind even more, but because of lack of evidence they can`t convict him. One of these unsolved mystery`s is a little girl that he once admitted to having killed and then took back his statement later.
She was in my age and looked a lot like i did when i was appr.7 years old. She was killed about 8 years after my incident.

The murderer was active for several years and he was linked (maybe convicted?) for a murder done in a city in my country. To come to that city you need to drive on a specific road, i was on that road the day i met him, and the year also matches with that murder.

The girl who was killed many years later reminds a little bit of me.

Some of his victims had the same procedure as i did on the day i met him, they were going to a shop to buy candy. Another one was also going to a store to buy something.

I was a few metres away from his car when he asked me to climb into it.
He promised me chocolate and ice cream.

I said no and turned the other way.

There are more details but i am not going to tell everything.

I was short of becoming his next random victim, if i had gone closer to his car that day i know he would have pulled me inside it.

They suspect that he took the little girl to the forest and buried her there, he took the police there.

I have given the details to someone involved in the case.

The man is in psychiatric hospital where hopefully he will stay for the rest of his life.
He is a very disturbed person, i saw him in a documentary.

I cannot be sure that it was him, but i am more then 65% sure that it was, because of all the similarities and other details.

I am glad to be alive today, i am thinking about all the things i wouldn`t have experienced if i had been killed that day.

That could have been my last ice cream.

Its scary out of all the people he could have run into on his travels, he ran into me that day.
I was in the shop to buy ice cream and he had parked his car outside.

I presume he saw me in the shop and since i was alone he thought i would be a easy target, but it was in broad day light so making a scene would ruin it.

He is a well known serial killer in Scandinavia.

I am glad i won that day. So many things i wouldn`t have seen or experienced if he had managed his plan on that summers day.

So to all you with children, don`t be secured just because it is daytime, and make sure your child doesn`t talk to strangers, like mine did. If my mother hadn`t warned me about strangers i might have gone into that car? Its important to teach children how to be in front of strangers. Because i backed away it gave me some more metres away from his vehicle and sometimes one step is enough to save your life.

I feel very sorry for the girl who was killed, i think he never forgot about his defeat and so found someone who looked similar to me to fulfil his evil mission, so that he could feel as if he was professional.

Her parents missed their sweet child, and i think they still do. She went missing one summers day she was out to play. I remember the headlines when i was about 14years old.

Its sad he wasn`t caught before that day.

I have been thinking if there was anything i could have done different, so that he could have been caught before he killed her, but this is something so random.
I think he picked younger children because they were easier targets but he also killed someone older.
Even if i turned him down i didn`t understand at the time what i was saying no to.
I had learned not to talk to strangers and that was it, so i only followed my orders that day.

He had parked on the side of a busy street that goes to many places, so even if i had said something, he would have been far away by the time someone came to the shop.

He drove around looking for victims in different cities, so he never stayed in one place.

Also at that time, i don`t think we had security camera`s so he would basically be gone without a trace...and so would i if i hadn`t gotten away.
I never talked to my parents about this when i got home because i had forgotten about it by then. My parents were always busy which i think is one of the reasons why they sent me out alone that day, so i didn`t disturb them.
Now i wish i had but its too late. It seemed odd at that moment to tell my mother that a man wanted to give me sweets in his car!?

When i was a child i was given special privileges like going to the store, walking myself to nursery, taking the bus, or plane all by myself from when i was only 5 years old.
So seeing strangers wasn`t new to me. But like i said we didn`t communicate very good in my family.

They never found the body of the girl, so the parents are still wondering what happened to her, but like i said this man was convicted for some murders and suspected/admitted/took back statement for others.

So what really happened to that girl is still not sure, but she never saw the horses in a stable while eating ice cream, like i did straight after turning my back to a violent killer.
In a way i won life`s lottery that day, it wasn`t his day, but it was my whole life!
Last edited by Hallusinating on Thu Feb 16, 2012 5:04 am, edited 3 times in total.

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