The first time i had a (real) suicide attempt i caved into a big depression that lasted me a long time.
I had been seeing a man for 3 months and due to circumstances we decided to move together.
We lived together for 6 months and it was up and down until it ended.
I ended up in a hospital bed and crawled around for a few years trying to pick up my pieces where i had left them.
We are friends today even if we have no contact.