I had a brilliant idea for a new thread in a discussion forum but i forgot what it was...darn!
Its so annoying when i forget things!
And its so annoying to forget things i want to remember but remember those i want to forget(Probably not the only one who feels this way?).
I feel as if its a line between remembering and leaving... even if u leave something it doesn`t mean you have forgotten it.
A lot of people think that way when it comes to psychological problems..."why can`t they just forget about it?".
Explaining to other people that some things means more or affects the feelings more then others is difficult because you have to repeat your story to them and explain in details why, what and where.
I think that is why i broke up with my ex boyfriend.
I asked him a simple question which wasn`t meant to be offensive but he took it in a bad way because he had a bad day.
When he has a bad day he gives up quickly because he is too tired. He has fatigue syndrome and even if he has gotten better its still there. So for him to engage in a discussion it means taking the rest of his energy.
We had some bad moments and some moments when i realized there wasn`t room for me in his troubled head. I also had troubles with my past and childhood, so we just caved in....