The whole day has been filled with insecurities. I am wondering what i should do about my doctor situation? I am a bit unsure about my doctor. I don`t know if it will help my situation to swap doctor?
All doctors need scientific proof for what is being said but then some are more understanding.
The first thing i asked him for when i entered his office was help to get permanent working status, with that in mind he wants to clear out the possibility that i am a criminal-and by doing so i gain the status as a criminal until the opposite is proven

Since my case is complex and i haven`t managed to take a MR yet, it all looks hazy.
I am wondering if i should contact him again for a recommendation to take the MR with full narcosis inside a hospital?
I don`t really want to do it but i see no other option.
I feel angry with myself for not managing to crawl into a scanner for just 10 minutes!
I even paid for the treatment!