So i was gasping at a possible date this weekend but he stood me up
The scene is a bit blury because he is someone i have known for sometime and i don`t think we were meant to hit it off.
I saw some months ago and i ignored him, then i saw in pool(he was outside it), and i just swam but then he wanted to talk so i gave him my number.
He used to be a care worker who came with pills to me when i was taking anti depressants.
My doctor didn`t want me to overdose them so he made nurses bring them to my door every night.
He was one of those nurses and he always wanted to be up close and personal when i didn`t want to be that with him.
So its really a case of uncertainty.
Now he hasn`t called so maybe he finally got it?
He was being too pushy! I kept telling him i wanted to swim but he didn`t want to end the conversation.