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A sodd of a friend!

Permanent Linkby Hallusinating on Tue Oct 11, 2011 10:07 pm

I used to have a friend in school who was bullied all the time.
Once i protected her by giving the bullies a shout.
I always looked upon her as my friend and i never bullied her.

We had some years when we were closer and then, as it always does, it shifted and i became someone else`s best friend.
It just happened naturally, perhaps we discovered we were too different or maybe the other girl craved more time of me?

This other girl did crave more time of me, she used to invite home after school and since she had a nice mother and a big flat she was cool to be with.

Some years went by and another girl started to crave my best friends and my time, she was the new girl in what now looked more like a gang.
She (the new girl, called red from now) used to come up with ideas for what we should do.
We started drinking after she had joined the gang, we started to go out more instead of reading comic books and baking chocolate cake.

I used to like doing the things we did before this new person came, it was fun to start to drink,feeling as if we were older, but it was also boring since we weren`t old enough for neither drinking or clubbing. We used to end up at Mc Donalds at midnight after prowling all the disco`s, with high heels, lots of make up and short skirts. There we would sit eating our hamburgers in silence.

We used to walk with thin nylon panties in the snow, i remember my feet were so cold i could barely feel them.

Getting kicked out of all the disco`s wasn`t exactly prime time for our ego`s after we had spent 5 hours on our looks.

We were friends for a while until "the sh*t hit the fan". We had prepared a new years eve party with us 3 and a guy they all knew i had a crush on. I ended up in the snuggle bed with and got up for a glass of water while we were snuggling, and then when i came back "Red" had started to kiss him :!: :o

We had been drinking all night but i think she should have had some control despite her drinking, and i think she was over acting the drunkenness.
I got so angry that i threw a bottle in the wall and left.

Another time i was at home and they were with me, "Red" got the idea to call the girl that used to be my best friend(the one that got bullied).

I didn`t know about the plan cause i was somewhere else in the flat, i walked in on them as they made the prank call in the middle of the night.

I was never a bullier in school but i think "red" tried to give me a bad reputation.

I don`t like her for that, she wasn`t a nice person to me.

They should have asked to borrow the phone, since we had strict rules in my house. She knew about that but just took the phone anyway.

The mother of my ex friend found out where that call had been made from and i got the blame for it.

I also got the blame for having made my other friend in that group to smoke(which i didn`t).

I am still angry about this because my mother used to have her son in the same school as the son of "Red`s" sister, many years after i quit school.

In my mothers eyes there was never anything wrong with Red`s behaviour, she would always be kind and polite when parents were around.


Why do i feel like all these betraying friends are reincarnations of the relationship i had with my mother????????
Last edited by Hallusinating on Tue Oct 11, 2011 10:08 pm, edited 1 time in total.

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