Not all walks are easy...tonight i had a heavy walk on my "walk of lights". Yes i signed up for a walk down a torch lit river, an event that takes place in my city only once a year.
I had never been on this event before so i looked forward to it but then i got away from my group and it all turned up to be miserable.
Actually the group knew all the time where i was but they couldn`t care less or bother to come and look for me so they just left me.
A walk that should be enlightening and nice turned out to be more like a hell stride
The walk literally became "light" as it was much shorter then what i had expected it to be, since i lost my entire group and couldn`t find them again in the mass
The shittiest thing is that we were all standing at a entertainment point by the river where there was a coffee shop..the entertainment was about to start and i thought we were going to stand there and look at it, so i took the time to go for a coffee(the cofoholic as i am ). I told another member that i was going to the coffee shop and she promised to wait for me.
The cue was long inside the coffee shop and when i came out again(into the mass of people), my group had already gone
She had left me with out as much as trying to find me inside that one and only coffee shop
Communication gets difficult because of people like her!
You know that great illusion that everybody cares about you is just that! An illusion! And that feeling of "love in the air"..well that`s just pollution!