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expressIs it possible for someone else to express my anger in a way that says hey you messed up? Its as if God is showing my anger, shows up in a storm cloud above me when I am ready to go somewhere or thinking about a recent situation. There is no way my friendship is that awesome where God would punish them so hard for pushing me away. Is it possible or is it karma..either way it gives me a scary feeling.
0 Comments Viewed 6009 times TimePast week is a whirlwind. Had to take a white room vaca for medical reasons. The reason is partially from stress of not talking to a girl I clicked with, someone I could really relate to. My crazy was too crazy while others are controlled. Other reason to go is for a work situation, it doesnt directly effect me but the potential is there. Both those with normal stress sent the body over the edge.
I was not in my own mind since it was a blurred time. Smoking so much blended everything together with no chance really to chill out. How to go about smoking is still being figured out. I miss my buddy from years ago. 0 Comments Viewed 6052 times Long dayThe distance thing is working its slow magic keeping it to once a week. Tonight she was hot & cold sec to sec like me being bpd..wasnt in the mood so shut it down for a few minutes then did 2 quick chit chats for the next few minutes I was there
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