Well this just sucks. Made it through day four and the Dell flat on my face day 5 and 6. Let a stressful day get the best of me and I blew 400.00 on scratch off tickets. Does this cycle ever end. I'm so disappointed in myself. Why is it so hard. Its not like I need the money to survive. I make enough money to pay my bills and be okay. So why do I chase a win. In tired so tired of this.
How do I retrain my mind and make it through the low days to see another day gamble free...
I have to start a new tomorrow..... I can't give up.... I don't want to give up..... I won't give up....

That's all you can do, that anyone can do, sweet pea. Pick yourself up and dust yourself off and have another go at it. Sometimes the fight means more than the victory.

Thank you