Well day one no scratch off's and no visit to a casino... One small victory for me. Starting day 2. Spent a lot of time on the site yesterday reading and drawing inspiration and power for my battle.
My first post did not tell my whole story, one I will share soon. I'm saddened but also hopeful for all of those who are going through the same struggle as myself.
It's sad to say that today I am scared to stop and get gas... Bet normal people never give that a second thought. But someone like myself who can never walk in a store who sells lottery tickets do I make it out without buying one... I'm claiming today that I can do it.... I will do it.... Buy my gas and walk away....