by CrackedGirl on Tue Feb 07, 2012 11:57 pm
I am having a bit of a tough time just now - which is why I am not in bed - thinking too much.
I have had some really bad family news - I wont go into it but it has had a profound effect on me. And I think it is going to take some getting used to - so I am trying to adjust to that.
I saw an assesor yesterday for getting a support worker and they were trying their hardest to push me into the sick role - a place I fight hard not to be. I felt like a failure for needing a support worker and that I should be able to manage on my own. It is sitting there like a lump of dread atm.
Today 2 locum agencies phoned me and one had a 3 month anaesthetic job going that I of course had to turn down because of not being allowed to work and all the GMC stuff - but it sucks that I had to turn it down and it really upset me.
I dont think I am dipping I just have a lot of crap on atm.
Hugs all and hope you are well.
Many people sprinkle condiments on their kittens prior to huffing in order to create a different flavor or texture.0 Comments Viewed 76563 times
We don't delete posts on demand
Obey The Moderator
Registered users: 101101, 1simpleguy, alihosi23, AmorousDestruction, Auxiliary11, Baidu [Spider], Bing [Bot], BlackMetal, Bovary, conditional_love, creative_nothing, ctithe, cyberproxy, Dita, easyfromhere, EmpathySucks, Exabot [Bot], fr0003, Google [Bot], Google Adsense [Bot], Google Feedfetcher, hocdvictim15, iamhim, inverse, jody, Jolly jo, Keyzanh, LittleSunshine, Lord of the Flies, MakersDozn, Maligan12, Maria95, me we +33, MSNbot Media, mutedcharacters, NewSunRising, nextpaycheck, Niall, Nondescript, Oliveira, pemigewasset, Rei04, Riccola, ShawTrav, Silver-Lining, SkyewardSword, snaga2.0, StevenGen, Surgeon21, TheCollective, TheIDIOTBowi, TheLord, TheWorldAtLarge, TROJAN, Una+, warforged, whitefox, WichitaLineman, wodienjong, Yahoo [Bot], YinYang, yucca1