I am trying to censor myself as my thoughts are still racing but I thought I would try and get some of it out of my system by typing what i am really thinking atm, in an effort to get it out of my damn head. Here goes

My handbag keeps falling over because of the diary on top which i relally shoulduot away but i need to write the choir dates in and also i need to wrote that music for my friend which is in my hand badbag and i have two songs to write the drip one and the traffic lights one and the jesus in the sky for tom and then also what else must take my books and i wish the door did not look open all the time i wonder why that is going on and therapy is really difficult and ppl think i am so sorted but i am not and there is all this trauma in my past and i need to get by it and a hug was nice hugs are nice and so are kises but only sometimes what am i going to do about kisses and alsohol tom i need to think about that esp with bloods and the GMC i hate the GMC they are ruining things so much but i hope that ican go bak to the same job and then things will be goodd i just need to be well for long enough

I JUST NEED TO BE WELL

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Hope you felt a bit better for getting some of that stuff out...

Thanks honey I do, it was just going round and round but it is better to get it out.

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