by CrackedGirl on Fri Jul 22, 2011 3:48 pm
Well I have had one of my least favourite experiences today, a workman in my house. I always think they are going to end up raping and attacking me. He was very nice and I got a free upgrade for the TV upgrade he was installing so I now have the option of watching TV in bed, not that I am there very often. But it does seem like a very decadent luxury.
I saw my friend with alcohol problems today as well. She seems to be doing OK but what worries me is she is very good at appearing OK on the outside whilst not really being OK on the inside. Still hopefully how she was is for real. She insisted she was fine.
I have not heard from the other person who showed up on my doorstep again a few days ago since. I wonder if I should text her but she is hard work and i am not sure I am up to that atm.
Still hearing things including a weird exorcist like voice saying "carry me" today and thoughts racing at about a thousand miles an hour but I guess i am only day 1 into the med change so I can't expect too much yet.
I saw this rucksack I really wanted to buy today but i literally have NO money so could not get it. I still feel like going back and getting it anyway but I am sitting on my hands and forcing myself not to. That is the problem with being hypo and going into camping shops! Lol.
Well have good days peeps.
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