I want to self harm. I wont go into what I want to do to myself because it would be inappropriate and triggering but I want to hurt myself.
I have not hurt myself since February apart from ED stuff. I dont want to hurt little cracked. I have also filled in a behaviour and consequences form and still want to self harm.
I had a very difficult convo with a friend that mentioned abuse and I think that tipped me over the edge in what is proving a very difficult time for me.
I am going to try not to but I am not sure I am going to succeed in that. But I will try as little cracked is important and I dont want to hurt her.
Hope all are well
Cracked