Thank you so much for all your support while I have been feeling wobbly and particularly Friay night. I appreciate it so much and you helped me not hurt myself - that means a huge amount as I have worked really hard to get where I am.

I have reasons not to do it and I preach about most of them on the SI forum, but a new one just hit me. I just received a phone call asking me to locum and I had to say no as I was off sick. I felt bad doing that as I wanted my old life back - well the work aspect of it anyhow.

If I am to get back to work I cannot go down the route of self harm. There are other reasons too, but this one is sticking with me atm so I am going to use atm mainly. Tho I wont forget the others too.

Thank you again for all your support.

I hope you are all well

Cracked

That is a good reason to add to the list also

These things will always have their tough moments but you are doing so well to get through those trying times...

Thank you hon - huge hugs

Cracked

You're a strong person, Cracked. I know what it's like to try not to do something, only I sometimes didn't get the support there is on here. I'm glad you're doing so well though and I know you can get through this

Stay positive, you're doing all you can and we're with you on this. We're here to help.

Thank you so much DJM19 you are really kind. I appreciate it a great deal.

Cracked