I can be really not very nice at times and I feel awful about it. Plus my head wont stop racing and I am hearing things. My meds have been fiddled with so hopefully things will settle shortly but it does not change much. I need to have a good think about things and figure out where I am going wrong with my behaviour esp when my mood is off as it is far from ideal. This blog is mainly a reminder to myself of how I feel atm and how it is important for me to think about this after I have had a bit of a sleep and am more refreshed in the morning.

Hugs to all

Cracked

I know the feeling. Don't beat yourself up too much though. Sometimes you can't change or control your emotions, but you can combat them when they happen sometimes. Just remember that we're still here for you.
I sometimes feel a bit off, when I'm angry or moody for no apparent reason and nothing seems right or makes me feel better. I do have a 'warning' list which helps me perk up or I head over here or I talk to my family for a boost etc

Hope you feel better soon and that things settle down.
Hugs

Cracked,

Please give yourself a break!

When I was a youngster I was taught (in school) that there is an exception to every rule. So it appears you are going through an exception, because I happen to believe you are a REALLY good person.

It has also beeen uttered that the exception proves the rule.

I can think of absolutely nothing which does not intermittantly break, or misbehave, therby need attention.

So go get yourself a bottle of Ouzo and have a drink with me, in spirit, ( please pardon the dual use) as long as it's mixed with lemonade NOT coke. Nor diluted with ice.

A bad person wouldn't put the time into this site that you do. Which makes you an exceptionally good person! (even without drinking Ozuo! )

Guys, you are so so lovely and supportive and I am hugely grateful for you. Thank you so very much - I really appreciate your support. Sleep and talking has helped me gain some perspective and I am taking steps to sort things out. I think it all just got a bit much. Thank you so much for caring.

Huge huge hugs

Cracked xxx

[quote="CrackedGirl"]I can be really not very nice at times and I feel awful about it. Plus my head wont stop racing and I am hearing things. My meds have been fiddled with so hopefully things will settle shortly but it does not change much. I need to have a good think about things and figure out where I am going wrong with my behaviour esp when my mood is off as it is far from ideal. This blog is mainly a reminder to myself of how I feel atm and how it is important for me to think about this after I have had a bit of a sleep and am more refreshed in the morning.

Hugs to all

Cracked[/quote]

I'm sorry you're not feeling to good today! I hope the meds calm things down a bit for you.

Don't be too hard on yourself!!!! You're a wonderful person even of you might not feel like it sometimes. Don't forget that!!

Hugs

mystic

I've just posted a reply but it got lost somewhere!!

Sending you hugs Cracked!! You are wonderful person even though you might not feel like it sometimes!! You give so much of your time up making others feel better. Don't be hard on yourself!! I think you're FAB!!!!!!

Hugs

mystic

Thank you so much honey - I am doing a little better and feeling not so awful about things. Still havgin stupid thoughts and hearing things but it is improving as I think my med change is starting to help. Thank you so much for being so supportive all of you

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Cracked

Wonder whether you'll think like that when you get our bills!