I slept!!! Feel so much better
Had weird ass dreams involving my ex. I know, it is very boring to hear about other ppl's dreams. So I wont go on about it. Sufficient to say I do hate my ex (oooh just realised why I dreamt about him - convo with neighbour yesterday). He was a manipulative, drug taking, girlfriend beating (expletive) and I can't believe I stayed with him for 3 years. Well I can as i had no self esteem and abandonment issues, plus he was my first love. Or obsession? Anyhow he was horrid. And he cheated on me too.
One of the worst things with my ex was many years later when I was attending an induction at a new hospital (yawn), who should walk in? And he was working in the same department as me so I had to work with him for a year, where everyone thought he was great and I knew different. Was a challenge. Everynow and then he still texts me and one of these days I am going to find the courage to say what I want to him. Anyhow, provides good song writing fodder!
Thank you for letting me get that off my chest
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Hmmm... Really sorry to hear about your horrible ex...
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Thanks, he was awful. But he is not in my life anymore, which is good.
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