Wow - a week since my last blog - oops.
So what has happened? Got voted into the PCC lol - it will be interesting to see what that is all about. I dont think I am a typical PCC candidate so we shall see. I think there are a couple of spots only for a year so I might take one of them and see what it is like. Plus that might chill out ppl at church in case they are worried about me being on it. Mum says she thinks I will be good at it but I am not so sure...
Did more music yesterday - Choir guy has come up with a wonderful arrangement to one of the songs I am doing and has taken it up a tone making it easier to sing which is good. The other two songs are going well too tho I am trying to work on my performance, dynamics and adding breath to my voice. There is a lot to think about for sure.
I still have secrets on my mind atm and things to worry about. Maybe one day I will just say it all.
Thanks for all the love re my lithium btw - I am feeling better with it now having drunk a swimming pool full of water lol.
Huge hugs to you all
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cos I seem to have left an important part of my brain somewhere,
somewhere in a field in Hampshire.
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I feel for you having had to drink all that water because of your lithium!! I could make some witty comment but i will resist for now at least!
I agree with your mum that you will be fab! You have so much to offer and have a different and inclusive out look on life which i think in my experience at least that many christians can forget and loose. They can become as blinkered and closed to the 'real' world as easily and as much as everyone else. So go you mix it up and keep it interesting lol!
As for secrets i think sometimes they are good.... they can give us thinking and pondering time and after all there is no rush to share them with people. Sounds like you are still mulling them over in your own mind trying to 'figure' them out.
Huge hugs for you xxxx
A beautiful thing is never perfect
A certain kind of darkness is needed to see the stars
You'll be great Cracked! I agree with Lonely-girl (not surprisingly hehe). I know a lot of Christians who are closed off from the real world and become wrapped up in what they believe is right, like politicians in a sense. You have life experience and a different view on the world which makes things interesting and makes you a good choice. Plus let's not forget your work here!
Secrets are good in moderation I find. I sometimes feel that they can weight you down if you think about them too much, but they allow us time to think about our position in life and our belief system. You seem to have been thinking a lot so take care of yourself.
Huge hugs xxx
Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does. ~William James
Anyone can face a crisis, it's day-to-day living that you need to be careful of-Anton Chekhov
Thank you guys so much - I really appreciate it.
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