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Cutting Trigger

Permanent Linkby CrackedGirl on Wed Nov 30, 2011 5:51 am

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I am sitting here looking at my arms and legs and I can see all the new cuts on them and I realise that my lapse appears to have turned into a relapse as I have many new ones and they are getting worse. The old addictive behaviour seems to be back again. And I soothe them with baby wipes. Why cant I just soothe my skin with baby wipes without having to throw cutting into the mix?

I know i should practise what I preach but I am struggling to do so atm. And I cant tell irl because the consequences of it will be bad, meaning I have to defer important medical tests. Despite knowing this I keep cutting.

My therapist asked me where the pain was. :( It made me cry but I did not have an answer. I am not sure where this has come from. I thought it was because I have been low, now I am not sure. Whatever it is, it is making me sad but I cant seem to find the willpower to stop it.

Hope you are OK

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Re: Cutting Trigger

Permanent Linkby Axton on Sat Dec 03, 2011 9:59 am

is there anyone there, non-medical personnel, you can talk to? I don't think that any words over the internet would help you like someone who could hold you
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Re: Cutting Trigger

Permanent Linkby CrackedGirl on Sat Dec 03, 2011 2:44 pm

You are right hon - that would really help.

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