by CrackedGirl on Mon Aug 08, 2011 2:05 pm
Sooooooooooooooooooo things remain on the unstable side and I am getting frustrated as cant have a convo with anyone without tripping over my words and forum work takes much longer so I can censor myself and make sure it is OK.
Have tried to get hold of my CPN who promised faithfully she would phone me on Friday and today but hasn't.
Tomorrow I was meant to see my GMC supervisor but I have decided it would be totally counterproductive to do this as I would give him a worse impression of me I think than cancelling - which is also not good, so I am in a bit of a catch 22. I hate being under their supervision and havig to jump through so many hoops plus have to do exactly as I am told by my psych otherwise I am reported to be non compliant with treatment and this is reported back to the GMC who can organise a hearing. I have had one of those before and they are very scary - not somthing I would want to go through again.
So have i made the right decision about tomorrow? I dont know. Should I keep on bugging my CPN who clearly does not care, I dont know.
I had my bloods done today, felt very ashamed of my scars as it was a nurse I did not know. Usually it is my GP.
GMC guy is going to get back to me at some point prob tom so I will find out then what he thinks but I just think going along and racing along would not be a good idea.
Anyhow, whinge over.
Hope all are well.
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