I saw my CPN today
To see if I could feel
I focused on her drivel
The only thing that's real.
She is concerned about me and wants to see me again in a week. Am also seeing psych on Thursday. I told her firmly I am not interested in going down the route of home treatment or hospital. No way. She is going to try to help me wade through this, so I guess it is a bit mean to call what she says drivel - oh well.
On the plus side I did finally have a bath today - I struggle so much with activities of daily living. I am not going to say how long it has been since I last had one but a long time - longer than you are thinking. I guess I should have picked up on that. That plus the no washing up done for months and ditto with the laundry. Man I sound like a disgusting person.
Well hopefully all will be well soon as the magical little tablets make their way into my system and make it all better.
I wont moan more - tbh I cant remember most of the meeting today as my concentration is off so I couldn't if I wanted to. But anyhow I dont want to be a whingebag.
Hope you are all OK
Hugs to you all
Cracked