I saw my CPN today
To see if I could feel
I focused on her drivel
The only thing that's real.

She is concerned about me and wants to see me again in a week. Am also seeing psych on Thursday. I told her firmly I am not interested in going down the route of home treatment or hospital. No way. She is going to try to help me wade through this, so I guess it is a bit mean to call what she says drivel - oh well.

On the plus side I did finally have a bath today - I struggle so much with activities of daily living. I am not going to say how long it has been since I last had one but a long time - longer than you are thinking. I guess I should have picked up on that. That plus the no washing up done for months and ditto with the laundry. Man I sound like a disgusting person.

Well hopefully all will be well soon as the magical little tablets make their way into my system and make it all better.

I wont moan more - tbh I cant remember most of the meeting today as my concentration is off so I couldn't if I wanted to. But anyhow I dont want to be a whingebag.

Hope you are all OK

Hugs to you all

Cracked

why don't you take a bath with someone, that would be more fun, no?
Sam

ps do you think you need more treatment?

I would love to have a bath with a nice man - very nice indeed.

I am not sure about treatment - perhaps my ADs need to be upped more, I guess will see what psych says on Thursday.

Hugs

Cracked

Dear Nice man,

Cracked needs assistance with her bath. Please drop by at anytime.

Sam

Good luck this week - did you see your Gran?

Hehehe - thank you

No I didnt I asked Mum if I should go up and she said no, I think I might ignore her and go up anyhow tho after my psych appt tom - I will see what Mum says but I think she could do with the support too and I think it would be important to help her out as well as seeing my Gran.

Hugs

Cracked

Yes, and it might be nice for you too, to see your Gran and maybe worry less?

Good luck tomorrow with you appt.

Cheers,
Sam