Saw CPN today, the nice one. The evil one was not there thankfully. Still not sure why I have two. I am not sure what I have done to deserve that. Anyhow, she said she was worried and pointed out all the things I am doing atm which are signs of illness that I had not really thought about despite my knowledge of my early warning signs. Anyhow she thought I was high and quite agitated so she is going to speak to my psych to see if meds need to be fiddled with again.
On a tangent I was asked by someone I met in a complicated fashion who runs a crystal shop if I would like to go for a healing session as he thinks it will help me. Me being me said yes, but I am not sure it would be such a good idea as the way I am feeling atm I am worried I would start channeling the devil or something. He certanily speaks a lot of sense on the phone but I just dont know. I spoke to my vicar last night and she thinks there is nothing wrong with it perse but if I am having thought like that then it probably wont be helpful.
I really am not sure whether to go or not. Does anyone have any experience or advice? It is not I am not open to it I am just worried it will make me worse, mess with my spirituality or give me psychotic thoughts. Any thoughts gratefully received. Thanks.
Have a good day all.
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