Things are busy atm. I have loads on with both music and church and also some social stuff too. Tonight I have a meeting about Messy Church - a kids' thing held at church twice a term. Tomorrow I have Mind - i am doing music there. I just hope and pray the guy who raped me will not be there. I saw someone who knows him the other day and I am worried it might be a sign. He shouldnt be but I have a plan about what to do in case he is - walk out and tell someone there.

Tom evening I have a social event I am really nervous about for a number of reasons as it is something new for me and also I get shy around new people. But I am meeting someone there so I am going to see how it goes and be brave - hopefully it will go OK.

Saturday I must tidy as I have ppl coming over - including masq I also havea festival and vintage fair to go to on Saturday with a friend.

Sunday I have church and then a Jubilee Picnic then dinner with my Granny.

Monday is pumping up balloons day for the street party I have been helping organise - apparently I am going to have loads of kids come help - tho we shall see. And masq is going to be roped into helping too

Tuesday is street party day Hopefully will be a lot of fun and we will see how it goes. I hope it brings the street together. A friend is doing a set so that will be good and I am taking the pictures of the day so I hope I do a good job.

So busy busy busy atm. Think of me and that I manage to do OK with all this thank you.

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