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Okay I am a very logical scientific thinker and I don't believe in ghosts, heaven, the tooth fairy, being able to read minds and a lot of other mumbo jumbo. That being said I do believe things happen for a reason and for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.

I think A LOT. In fact, I can't STOP thinking unless I am watching mindless TV sometimes. Even then my mind wanders. Watch a movie that you have to understand? Forget that. Anyway, something I think a lot about is the Universe and how it all works. Those monks are really onto something with all of their "harmony, peace, and balance stuff." Also I absolutely believe you get back what you put out into the Universe. If you you treat others badly, you will get yours. Karma all the way.

What is my point you may ask? Well I believe my oldest daughter has Aspergers. She is in first grade. I was just diagnosed with it and I believe it happened now at 33 because she needs my guidance, experience and advice to make it through school and to be okay mentally. There is no one else better to help her through it than her own mother. I would have KILLED to have heard my mother say once in my life "I know how you feel." So I believe the Universe compensated by giving me the ability to help her. Okay, now I sound a little bit crazy so I'll leave it at that.

Being an Aspie I'm obviously not that warm and affectionate toward my kids. I try to force myself when I realize I am being distant but I think I can make up for that by offering some empathy and advice to my daughter.

I am the happiest mother in the world that my daughter doesn't have to be tortured in her mind as much as I was throughout school and that is amazing.
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Permanent Linkby Chic Geek on Fri Jul 22, 2011 9:50 am

I finally figured out what was "wrong" with me and it was the third happiest day of my life. I have been in complete and utter agony for almost 34 years suffering from all of the symptoms of Asperger's.
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