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I like pickled okraPickled okra is really good, the way it crunches and tastes. I have this fear when I bite into one that there will be a bug inside and I will throw up. That's why I won't eat pickled eggs, there might be a baby chicken inside and I will throw up and be traumatized forever.
0 Comments Viewed 34732 times BabblingI've been thinking about time. One day I will die, it's just a matter of time. My cats will die, my parents, my brothers and sister, me, and I'm not ok with that. If I grow old then will I be just another old man looking at younger people desiring to be back in my youth. I don't think its fair to have to die, I also don't think there is a higher power choosing though, that's what is so lonely about life, the fact that in the end nothing matters. Are feeling really just chemicals, is life really just being born and doing what ever comes most natural, then one day passing away just to be forgotten along with any good or bad I've done. Would it even matter in 100 years what I did, may be that's where killers decide what there doing has no mark, there just doing what thrills them now. May be the meaning of life is to just survive & have as much fun as we can doing it.
0 Comments Viewed 34276 times Moving out soon, hopefulyMy spelling sucks. I'm getting help on moving out soon & getting help applying for social security. Things are looking up if that's a good way of saying. I'm not really happy kinda anxious, but I do see this as a good thing in 'my' life, i find it weird saying it's my life. I'm honestly terrified of moving out but it can't be that bad, I mean stay away from the wrong people, make sure and take care of my self and get what i need, and the place i would be moving into is safer than just going out on it alone, i'm going to have to learn to wash my own clothes and clan a bathroom and to get the right things, i'm sure they have rules there two so i'm going to have to just get used to those things when it happens, i mostly worry what family and relatives will think so im just going to keep to my self about it. - Jason
0 Comments Viewed 38958 times no desire to post this, but willCome back Jason, I wan't you to experence this sensation, do I have to put this body in pain, or will you came back for me, I am angry, come back for me Jason, this is to shallow without you. I will hurt your friends if you dont come back, I will ruin every thing for you, with out your help I can't find any one, I am alone Jason, please stop hideing from me, embrace me, please embrace me.
0 Comments Viewed 39905 times More Senseable WriteingToday i'm just stting here eating canned ravioli listening to buckethead playing guitar on youtube, woke up missorable as usual. Had a dream about alians, kinda spooky. What's funny but serious to me is I don't like making some one check my blogs! it just seems a waste of there time. I have this way of thinking where any thing I do seems selfish, like eating that can of ravioli.. it is in a steel can that gets thrown away all so I can eat some processed ravioli inside! and using this computer I know it adds to the electric bill.. any thing I do seems like a waste of resources.. imagine how much it has cost my parents to feed me all these years ahh! so it's like not accomplishing any thing its a disgrace to them in my mind. May be the next "blog" will be better, thanks.
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