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Here i post my thoughts and my feelings (or lack of) in some form of poetry, if you can it that!
by BlueS22 on Mon Mar 17, 2014 3:44 pm
"Who am i?" You are who you are Even if you don't know who that is
You are who you are Even if you don't know how to define yourself
That doesn't meen you get to be someone else!
Embrece who you are And soon you will know what you represent.
Inner knowledge will not come From mimicking others But only trough acceptance, growth and improvement.
S.M. 25 Feb 2014
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by BlueS22 on Mon Mar 17, 2014 3:39 pm
"5 second illusion" Only confidence comes In little deceiving pieces When restrictions are in order
Skipping prime base necessity Brings a delusional comfort That swipes that nagging guilt Over and over and over When is, this over?
Over thinking every meal Exhausting life style Amazing, the massive importance of a bite Screaming forgotten unrelated insecurities!
Innocence lost over vicious cycles Smiles crushed with rotten thoughts Sleep lost in self-loathing hours of tears
Barricaded in the walls i built Craving for the strenght to get up and leave
S.M. 25 Feb 2014
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by BlueS22 on Mon Mar 17, 2014 3:37 pm
"Not fighting feelings anymore" I feel like i'm in a oblivious state of mind Mid way in my bumpy road Yet i look back and i don't recognize the path I look forward and thick fog - insecurities! blocks the views I'm passing from numb to feeling, Balance being crucial in this overwhelmed state
I'm kinda light headed with so much inflicting trough me Trying willingly to show and come out
Anxious outbrusts Terrifying... But they bought light to the cracks exposed
As terrible this feels I can myself to the world again
S.M. 20 Feb
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by BlueS22 on Mon Mar 17, 2014 3:35 pm
"Pop Molly Bar" This is too crowded too loud and too closed And they are too drunk too skinny and way too fashionable
I really don't pop Molly...
In simple black dress I can't compete with that!
Your mock grin sends over the edge Paralised, i shut down Oxygen becomes an unfullfiled necessity Consuming thoughts fill in Dancing with these overreacted stress Breathing is certanly a problem!
Oh well, this is me An insecure mess!
I really don't pop Molly...
S.M. 12 Feb 2014
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by BlueS22 on Mon Mar 17, 2014 3:29 pm
"Emotions overload" I've been hurt before All the way pushed down But instead of healing I kept hurting until i became numb
In dark cycles i kept going Light fading way Too tired to steady myself I swam far from secure bay
I think i'm coming back But opening is hard With the good comes also the bad Tsunami waves that caught me off guard
Too emotional to even function I relay on you Too minimize the damage And to walk me through
S.M. 12 Feb 2014
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